This is the dress I am wearing to give my Mum away in August. Although the dress wouldn’t have been my first choice, I’m beginning to warm to it and at the end of the day, it’s her wedding not mine and I will comply to everything she asks of me. I ordered it in a size 8 as at the time I had lost 2 stone whereas now I’ve put 13lbs back on. I’m desperate for people to give me their opinions and I need motivation to lose weight, I will not be happy until I slide I to that dress without having to tug it over me. I feel pretty in it, however I’ve never been so unhappy with my body.
Woke up and had a bowl of porridge this morning with a dollop of Nutella and some grapes. I obviously didn’t stretch enough after my run yesterday as today I am in absolute agony, so I’m going to go for a run around midday and take my puppy with me. I’m also going to go on the wobble board which is a god sent I’m sure of it! Promised Mum I’d cook tonight and I’m going to try and do something really nice for her and Tim, yet also a bit healthy as I’m trying to lose this belly I seem to have acquired!
Enjoying being at my Mums, took Luca to Branksome Beach today and on Wednesday we are going to Sandbanks. Mum is so happy down in Dorset, it’s lovely. Sometimes I feel bad for being so far away.